Top 5 Moments in 2013 !!!

Picking the top of any list is hard. Picking the top 5 moments of 365 days is even harder. So these are the top 5 moments that stick out of all the amazing things that have happened this year. 

Top 5 moments of 2013

February 15, 2013: The separation.

As hard as it has been this is obviously one of the biggest moments of my life and this year. I fought it when it hit but since then it has ultimately been a good decision and should have been done a long time ago. Life is more in sync in so many ways. Not easy but so much better.

May ____ 2013: The rock.

A very amazing woman gave me  rock.. Not a diamond.. Not a big rock. a REALLY small rock. She knows i like to “hide under rocks” to ignore what I don't want to pay attention to. So she gave it to me as the only rock i can hide under, until I stop hiding and it sits in my living room where i can see it. Its a reminder of where I was and where I need to work to never return to..

December 10, 213: The Golden Trashing

I have always thrown my birthday party.. Noone has done anything for my birthday since I was 18. This year my friends got together and TRASHED my apartment with the most hideous of colors gold/yellow and the evil #3.. This spoke to me in ways I don't think any of them will truly understand.

Multiple days/ways: Crazy Loves stepped in

This year I was told I was “on break” from a lot of things including taking care of others. Some very amazing friends and family took that as their cue to show me something I have never believed, I don't have to take care of others 24/7. The value of me is not in what I do for others. I have been blessed in so many ways by some of the most amazing people I have never let do that for me.  

September ___, 2013: Rogers Heart Attack/Surgery

Few things in the world remind you of how fast things change like a major life shift. When Roger had his heart attacks and surgery. The world stopped. Anyone who knows him knows you can't stop him.  When he had his surgery it was a major shift in our world. There were so many blessings that week and so much has changed since. This man has been such a blessing in my life in the last 6 years the thought of him not being in it is hard, the fact that it almost happened this year shakes me to the core.